We were thinking about getting private ones for Peony too... and yeah... I dunno what else you guys have been up to, but, uh... Peony being so close to the clinic is good for evesdropping.
He is a FAKE-ASS LIAR. 'OOoh my bonds are SoooOOooOOOo strong I would NEEEEever behave differently because I'm not on someone's team anymore, you can tell because I like kiki, OOoOooOOoOOooo saint Perci' nothing, he's pretended I don't exist since the second I transferred to Peony!! We literally had a PLANNED ENGAGEMENT THAT DAY and he DID NOT EVEN CALL ME TO ASK WHY I DIDN'T SHOW UP
The VERY last conversation I had with him, the evening before the transfer, was him reminding me about the therapy visit with Rose. I was essential because Levi would only talk to me. Then I got moved to Peony and he didn't check in. I didn't show up to Rose and he didn't check in. I had to go find Levi on my own and talk to him. My brother came here and he didn't check in. Our pipes burst and he didn't check in. We held multiple rites and he didn't check in. YOU held at least one rite and he slept through it? I was there GIVING THE THERAPY we were supposed to do together to Levi and he was just snoozin'. We visited to move me out then visited repeatedly for dinner and he'd always just conveniently not be in the room.
What I'm saying is, when he talks about his Strong Bonds, he's full of shit and you absolutely cannot rely on him now that he's not sheeply obligated to care about you. Sorry if that's rude but like. It's really better if you know now instead of later.
He was attacked by Pandora, hence the exhaustion around our rite, and the sheep took him in the middle of that. But I have no explanation for the rest, truly.
I was not. . .planning to rely on him. He did not leave Lily on a good note, I do not think; I may have directly caused his weeding. Though I can see why he wouldn't mention that in public and give a narrative that was easier to stomach.
I'm also sorry I didn't notice that was going on. It's...really very strange. I don't know why he'd have some kind of quarrel or quibble over it; it's not as though you chose your change in role.
[looks a lil uncomfortable under Lethe's stare. pours himself some of the wine]
And no, he did not start ignoring me. But I grew intemperate with him after you were both kidnapped by wolves, and again right after the vengeance ritual. We decided a relationship was not...going to work out, after that.
Sorry, I didn't mean to badmouth your ex. I dunno if it's your fault though. Wouldn't that unfurl into 'he only cared about Lily because he was in a relationship with one'? ... I dunno.
A-anyway. S-sorry. I just got super peeved hearing all the stuff he said... I'd been kinda not bringing his weird behavior up 'cuz I didn't want to start anything between Lily...
I don't mean to make it awkward. The two affairs are separate; you have entirely the right to be hurt by apparently being cut out once you were no longer wearing a white collar. Perhaps he feels oddly about how easily allegiances and ties can shift in the pasture, including now his own. Perhaps Pandora's attack left more of a hole in his memories than we thought. There's an explanation here, surely, but I don't blame you if you don't want to chase it.
I'd still rather be aware if there was oddness about how such things were addressed than not; so thank you for being willing to tell us, and hesitating because you didn't want to throw Lily into conflict. It's considerate of you.
I'm glad you felt comfortable enough to say something. It's understandable to feel upset when...someone cuts you out of their life with no explanation. That hurts. Don't feel like you have to hold back out of consideration for us.
And Charon, I agree with Aides. I don't think it's your fault his collar changed. It was really random when it happened to me, remember? And every other time it's happened to someone has been random too. It would be weirder if his collar changed colors just because a relationship didn't work out. Maybe he...just didn't want to rely on us.
I didn't hear what he told anyone else. I was trying to figure out why he hadn't come home after his collar changed, and...he was making excuses that he didn't want to, so I stopped asking. That's all I know.
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The hot springs, you mean? I wanted an excuse to try them out, since we're all so busy otherwise. And it seemed like we had some things to talk about.
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I can guess what you've heard already, but...care to share?
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[that seems to be pointed at the second fact, not the first]
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Did you guys have a fight?
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But you've been over frequently--
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[the gears in his brain are CHURNING]
Has he really been ignoring you? He must've come over at least once.
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That's--dire. And you're certain there wasn't some kind of conflict before you--no, but he'd have no quarrel with your brother...
That's odd. He'd decided to take charge of managing our alliances, at some point; wouldn't Peony be a natural choice to foster one with?
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[trying to wrap his head around this]
Maybe something happened to make him forget about you, and none of us realized it?
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What I'm saying is, when he talks about his Strong Bonds, he's full of shit and you absolutely cannot rely on him now that he's not sheeply obligated to care about you. Sorry if that's rude but like. It's really better if you know now instead of later.
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He was attacked by Pandora, hence the exhaustion around our rite, and the sheep took him in the middle of that. But I have no explanation for the rest, truly.
I was not. . .planning to rely on him. He did not leave Lily on a good note, I do not think; I may have directly caused his weeding. Though I can see why he wouldn't mention that in public and give a narrative that was easier to stomach.
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[swivels his attention to Charon now instead, still kind of reeling from that]
Did you have a fight with him, or did he start ignoring you too?
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[looks a lil uncomfortable under Lethe's stare. pours himself some of the wine]
And no, he did not start ignoring me. But I grew intemperate with him after you were both kidnapped by wolves, and again right after the vengeance ritual. We decided a relationship was not...going to work out, after that.
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[ah jeez]
I'm sorry, Charon.
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Sorry, I didn't mean to badmouth your ex. I dunno if it's your fault though. Wouldn't that unfurl into 'he only cared about Lily because he was in a relationship with one'? ... I dunno.
A-anyway. S-sorry. I just got super peeved hearing all the stuff he said... I'd been kinda not bringing his weird behavior up 'cuz I didn't want to start anything between Lily...
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I don't mean to make it awkward. The two affairs are separate; you have entirely the right to be hurt by apparently being cut out once you were no longer wearing a white collar. Perhaps he feels oddly about how easily allegiances and ties can shift in the pasture, including now his own. Perhaps Pandora's attack left more of a hole in his memories than we thought. There's an explanation here, surely, but I don't blame you if you don't want to chase it.
I'd still rather be aware if there was oddness about how such things were addressed than not; so thank you for being willing to tell us, and hesitating because you didn't want to throw Lily into conflict. It's considerate of you.
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I'm glad you felt comfortable enough to say something. It's understandable to feel upset when...someone cuts you out of their life with no explanation. That hurts. Don't feel like you have to hold back out of consideration for us.
And Charon, I agree with Aides. I don't think it's your fault his collar changed. It was really random when it happened to me, remember? And every other time it's happened to someone has been random too. It would be weirder if his collar changed colors just because a relationship didn't work out. Maybe he...just didn't want to rely on us.
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